hitting unc status
i'm the loneliest ive ever been and it's just going to get worst from this point on. I never thought much about what to do once i turned into this age, only now that i've reflected hard about how it all terribly went downhill, i figured out what i want from this life. the people that i actually talked to daily irl have already left my life a long time ago, more accurately i cut them off on a whim from how horrible i was feeling back then. i'm absolutely garbage, i've done everything wrong, not a single day has passed where i haven't thought about how different things could've been, nothing good has ever happened and i wish i'll suffer an eternity in hell for it. might as well consider myself a tranny for how much ive been wanting to ACK myself. when the time comes, maybe. i still have some things i want to do, i only have just one goal in life right now though, hopefully i'll accomplish it and to stay genuine whilst doing it