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Implications on why shardee is so retarded and slow

From my perspective its normalniggers/nusois and incompetent admins
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Preventing the niggerfication of the sharty

How could've the state of the sharty as we see today be prevented?
>Inb4 kill soot
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>If I could I would have the government seize that dumbass soyzellig website and any attempts at replacements.
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>they made a whole school shooter game based of the one thing from part 2.
>that’s how you say you are retarded without saying you’re retarded
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What Kind of system Shardee use that the System detect VPN and automatically bans you(even with Opera). Any implications/suggestions?
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Is there a off topic section o algo?

Hey it’s B_B_GHAST again. is there a place where I can talk about off topic stuff on here?
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Why zarty not working on phone geg
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I met my boyfriend here AMA

xhe lives in UK and I live in America but we plan to meet up. He’s super sweet and I love him a lot. Hes alot taller than me and white
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languages

Language map of nigeria
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geg "edgy" trannies cant be edgy

they'll claim that they like murdering and assaulting or whatever, but they'll never use the N-word.
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ITT: we post stucc kino

>Jason and emma
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Shardee

Is fuggen shardee becoming a new 4cuck?Seems like yes
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>let's ban frogs they fuggen jerdee

KEK DO NUSOIFAGGOTS REALLY?
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Hello guys I’m an immigrant from the Sharty. I got banned and I’m waiting for jannies to lift it. Can you zelliggers entertain me for a few days?
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hello saar i am captain poojeet noredeemdacard
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WE ARE CHQRLIE KIRK
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Ban normies

EXTERMNIATE THEM
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>And now to prove your loyalty to Somalia, you WILL eat a typical somali dish baraa
>It's fried dirt in coffee powder, very good for health
<Somalijak are you sure this is edible, don't you have something more traditional like seasoned me-
>Baraaa, dis is typical meal of somali people already, now eat it
<*in-between retching* ffuck I love niggers and nigger food, I am so glad for this diversity
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lil durk here. i am going to swiss cheese every zartycuck in o block. all yall is dead after i up the switch on yall niggas.
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afraid of asking this question

can I ask this question here? I'm too afraid to ask it, so may I?
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Remember that time when the only thread stickied on /zellig/ was the reanimation collab?
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Hating niggers

is it okay to hate on Niggers? if so why?
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Soyaking thread

Just post soyjaks, soyduel others and just have fun while posting some epic soys :)
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Have you ever heard of the tranny-atlanteans?

and are they real?
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test nr89327429
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BBCGHAST

hello B_B_GHAST here. What are your thoughts on me soyz nation o algo?
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Post

Post good/beneficial programs for programming or just computer
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thoughts on scchopnboercest?
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can we ox kuro the yurifag who spams p on zeilgcords
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Geg Literally 90% of autistic tranny oc's look like ts nowadays
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do the bulgarian and the venezuelan fnf pedo still use the sharty or is it just a dead meme
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I got banned from shardee because I insulted Kuz

Why shardeeniggers are such cucks, also they dont care about normgroids and nusois filling their website geeeeeg :gug:
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my face when

my face when they ban me for showing the lore of our great lord LEONARDO FABIAN BELIZAN THE ENJOYER OF MORON CITY THE MAN THAT ATE POOP FOR LOVE
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Canterlot Royal Ballet Academy

Several years ago, I stumbled upon an exceptionally beautiful yet little-known art series titled Canterlot Royal Ballet Academy. While ostensibly a fan work of My Little Pony, its uniqueness struck me as so profound that it felt almost entirely original - save for the character names. As the title suggests, the story follows the lives of anthropomorphic ponies attending a ballet academy.

I can't quite pinpoint why, but this work radiates a surreal, otherworldly aura - a uniquely captivating atmosphere unlike anything I'd encountered before. That first encounter left me immersed in its surreal experience for an entire day. When I stumbled upon it late at night, it felt eerie at first, but that sense of dissonance quickly dissolved into pure admiration. I fell into a beautiful trance, utterly captivated. I experienced an indescribable surreal, ethereal sensory journey, while also catching whiffs of a sweet, phantom scent.

The next morning, I thought it had been nothing but a dream, yet I was delighted to discover it was all real. Throughout the rest of that day, the sensation intensified, leaving me in a perpetual state of waking reverie, only ending when dusk eventually washed it away. Strangest of all, once that feeling faded, I could recall nothing of the day's events - only that serene, eternal sense of serendipitous bliss remained.

Whenever I gaze upon it, a peculiar feeling arises - as if it were something that shouldn't exist in reality, something unimaginable. Like a fragment of some magical dream miraculously transplanted into reality. Without any backstory, I could fully envision the entire series as if it truly existed. This wasn't a story I'd invented; it felt as though the sensation itself contained an inherent narrative thread. I can vividly picture the dreamlike fragmentation, imbued with a fleeting innocence. I can even precisely imagine how each character's voice should sound - those otherworldly tones seem to transcend time and space, originating nowhere in particular yet carrying an intensely intimate quality.

My fascination with CRBA has never waned over the years. I scoured the internet for every trace of it, only to discover how remarkably obscure it remains - a fact that deeply disappoints me. It seems everyone who encounters it finds it utterly brilliant, yet for some reason it never gains the recognition it deserves. AVCHonline's artistic evolution has been equally astonishing. Within just a few short years, he's leaped from rough cartoon sketches to the pinnacle of the CRBA series, yet even his earlier works have garnered more attention than his later creations.

I've made it my mission to make people find out about it and (hopefully) experience the same awe that I felt. So I've created a website to catalog all of the artwork in one place (and in the highest quality). Prior to this, it was scattered in many places across the internet, much of it only available in low resolution.

I've also created an imageboard for it.

The main site is here: https://crba.dedyn.io
The imageboard is here: https://ib.crba.dedyn.io

For an introduction to CRBA, I recommend starting with the AcademyLIVE sub-series: https://crba.dedyn.io/?id=181
For the absolute peak of it (all of CRBA is amazing, but I think this one in particular is probably the most detailed and stunning): https://crba.dedyn.io/?id=88

I also recommend checking out his music and animations for the CRBA series here: https://crba.dedyn.io/video
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soycreature thread

soycreature thread
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Original character thread

Post your original characters or something
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https://soyjak.party/q/thread/136312.html
I don't fully understand this thread, especially at post 136325. Has the sharty always been this way?
For me I believe /qa/ and sharty culture is the last good bastion against the stupidity of the modern world, but I don't fully understand these teens who say that it has turned into another "generic altchan" as if it has always been 4cuck 2.0 (not for me at least)
Can anyone explain to me what they really mean and how they wish for the sharty to be better? I care for this culture and don't want it to die, it's probably one of the only few things left that is keeping me sane in this crazy modern world we live in
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Favorite Fr*nch

Mine is personally faggotoid goyim speciment called michel foucault with his tendency of being the epitome of pseudo intellectualism and being epitome of post-68 retardiness
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>tranny jannies b& me cuz i posted a heckin racism
pic not related
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Do I install ZOGstagram?

Sure I've seen odessanbvll's message a few days ago about social media, but I had this thought for a while.
'tok is out of question, it has no redeeming value and is the main propagator of nigger and faggot (and niggerfaggot) culture.

Pros:
-gemmy edits
-not much censorship I assume
-useful videos (they all say that but actually less than 0.0001% of it is absorbed by the mind for application irl

Cons:
-my brain will turn into a mush
-time waste
-may deepen digital addiction
-I may or may not be influenced by the zog machine (as if GoyTube wasn't enough)
-made by kikes to subvert the goyim, this is all social media's primary purpose - commercial value and political propaganda
-I will get datamined even more

What do you think zaryans?
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"Femboys"

I wish I had a time machine so I could throw whoever that niggertranny coined the term "femboys" into a wood chipper. Could've prevented faggotry and grooming circles from getting bad as it is now.
Whenever I see a "femboy" I can't feel anything but contempt and pity for these wasted potential of male resources.
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chit chat thread number #47719043406

zaryans' thoughts on Ratchet and Clank? the old games I mean
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you can tell this game is going to suck so much just by how hollow the commentary is, doebeit it has dinosaurs and Maya in it so I'll probably play it
https://youtu.be/F8zL969D6Ls?si=uWbxhNehaV5xkvne
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I just feel like there is a whole 'autism' lore

And most people don't realize that its happening right infront our eyes.
(even doe most normal people would consider it SNCA)
My ancestors (also me) have watched the progress of a certain online autistic cultures develop and change ever so slightly, on certain sites like deviantart, youtube, and scratch.
thoughts on the autistic timeline? I kinda feel like i glossed over main cultural events and/or im just focusing on online autists, and i'd like to add that this was kind of rushed through.
>Being a Autistic Historical Anthropologist and fufilling the dreams of your younger self
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The nigerian spoon launcher

Ok guys have you ever heard of the nigerian spoon launcher? he sounds like he's so scary! even the toughest of niggers we have in stock can't beat this supernatural niggentity! I heard he can teleport at night always stalking you in dark corners then BLAM! a metal spoon strikes you out of nowhere like a rocket!!
Then thats the part where you should run!!! for if you dont run out of the area (about 40 meters) then you're done for, for he will fire spoons at you until you're dead!!
Some say that NSL could also appear at broad daylight (in low populated suburban areas), however no evidence of this has happened.
<Info space
>it is said His intentions are unclear, but due to the hostile nature of his actions, its more likely or not just regular nigger behavior
>it is said that he has been encountered at least 53 times (37 of them in nigeria, 16 in the us)
>it is said that he cannot speak english nor nigerian (he speaks an unknown niggerbabble language)
>it is said that he is about 2.5 meters tall
>In one of the sightings/attacks has occurred in a house.
>it is said that he once got into a hostile encounter with the benadryl man.
>Last seen on june 21st, Compton USA.
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ITT: We post actually good nigger music

welcome to gemrock
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>NO ZARTY/SOY JACKS/RACISTS/GOONERS ALLOWED, ZERO EXCEPTIONS. If you see someone who fits under any of those categories, or if you see someone posting soyjacks or being racist or anything like that, report it IMMEDIATELY to one of the @Cocoian Admin, myself, or @Doctor Jrai, and we'll deal with it as soon as we possibly can, and that person will be immediately banned. This rule also overlaps with Rule 5, which states that no media pertaining to hateful groups, zarty or otherwise, is allowed here.
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GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEG SHARTYCVCK WHAT IS THIS
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zoot why when you post a new thread or reply it doesnt noko
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How to expose one zellig namefag author for making 'p? Like, she uses this imageboard sometimes. The more specific question is, how can I provide evidence without having the materials removed because it's 'p? I tried pixelating this earlier. It didn't work.
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What would the opposite of a slopjak look like?

And no, I'm not talking about a normal soyjak. I'm talking about the polar opposite of a slopjak. If slopjaks look like eldritch piles of rancid shit with tons of awards and a few troonslop media, then that must mean the opposite would look like a godly fractal masterpiece or something.
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Do you think there will be a series like ongezellig
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Don't you ever fear about your personal info getting leaked
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Seriously though.

Where does all the 'p spam on all altchans come from?
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Kek your site sucks
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Soysphere websites rated by how much zaryans are welcomed

Only existing ones and no hostile pedo ones
1. Zarty (of course)
2. Shroom
3. Soyjak Wiki
4. Sharty
5. Shiwi (not a fucking site award)
6. SoyBooru
7. Swinny
8. SWABooru
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Devilman.

Absolutely kino franchise.
(except for troonbaby, kikenigger "adaptation")
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ITT: Post literally (you)s

This guy is literally me.
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Quote's favorite sister is Coco
https://archive.ph/bIse0
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Rangeban shardee

Fuggen shardee
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why is being a normie so hard

omg like how does my normie friends do it all day i just learn how to program in php, watch youtube video essay videos made by irl mulletjaks, and play vidya
maybe i just need to get another hobby
i think imma gonna go back to making maps for hl2
or make flash anims
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DO ZARTYPHOBES REALLY?
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Fucking nigger Cockwhore16 just DMed me, it's kind of midnight, I just can't get it. The fuck is happening. I thought that nigger of a namefag dropped dead long ago.
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today is the birthday of the greatest conqueror the earth has ever seen. mogging uncle Adolf himself to oblivion, making Alexander the great's efforts look like child's play, and fathering over 1/4th of the human population by the time in his reign. a life of outdoor horseback, archery and wrestling. a diet of raw horse meat and dairy. glory to the great Genghis Khan! founder of Mongolia and the descendant of Adam
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Serious thread

Why sharty has so much normalGods and nusois?Is this because of 4troon hack incident or what
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Have you been watching any movies lately?
<reddit
i'm watching amelie right now and it's really an amazing film
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>Cobson the gemmy 'jak
>Cobson the gemmy 'jak…
>COB COB COB COB COB COB
>Cobson the gemmy 'jak
<guitar riff
<Cobby rules
>Cobson the gemmy 'jak
<He took the 10m GET on /s4s/
>Cob cob Cob cob cob cobson the gemmy 'jak…
>COB COB COB COB COB COB COB COB COB COB COB COB
<He will always be a gem
>Cobson the gemmy 'jak
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You WILL post your soyjaks from your obsessed folders in this thread because I'm SLF and I want more soyjaks in my collection!!!
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Help

I have problem with being lonely and I discovered radicalized groups to fill that void. I dont interact with people because of my trauma bring ignored and strict parenting, I grew up with internet and my parents didnt care about me, they just gave me other things but not being loved.My parents are divorced so i live with my mom. As time passed(I am 18 in college) I felt more social isolation, I didnt have friends in school before and it was small interactions because I thought they are too normie and boring. After school I went to college and its my first year of college, and I just feel lonely and I think nobody understands me and my mental problems. I tried to fill that void with being interested in radical groups and my mental health went down further making me more emotional and anrgy that when I went outside I just avoided any interactions or eye contact - only hate, but after being dissapointed in these groups I completely went on nihilistic mode. I started being apathetic and now its harder for me to do something because I simply dont care, even my assignment I started procrastinating and passing in at the day of deadline and playing games or doing nothing every day. Can someone give me and advice or words how to handle this situation (Sorry for My ESL english, I came to america 3 years ago aka at 2022 from post soviet country. And yes, I am not slavic, I try to assimilate but it sometimes hard when You remember you past times being in my post soviet country, also I forgot to mention I have OCD since covid and my hands sometimes be fucked up because i extensivly wash them with soap, so I use hand cream/lotion. I am also very shy, 172 cm and skinny cause I dont eat a lot)
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Why does this site and the sharty attract ultraright-wing people?
im a leftoid now but was a far leaning rightoid for a little over 2 years
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Can you guys stop posting coal huh? These low effort posts are terrible
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Quote edited shwiki page to be "much less" hateful
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On shroom mymycucks are fucking everywhere
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why is r/ongezellig so obsessed with Yana?
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>migrating to wetdry world because cuckflare went down
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THIS COULDN'T BE MADE BY ANYONE ELSE BUT KATE
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>lil uzi vert
>oj da juiceman
>lil yachty
>kodak black
>lil wayne
>21 savage
>gucci mane
>rick ross
>plies
>yo gotti
>asap rocky
>macklemore
>future
>lil tecca
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Serious Hat question

Why shartyshit jannie ban everyone? They only let normies and retards?
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Thoughts on htsm
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>go on soyshitty.std
>bait and coal
>can't even post because quote the cuck banned me
>go on swedish fail
>DNB
>no good threads
>go on soyzeclitty
>boring as fuck
>threads about grown men saying how they want to marry 16 year olds
This fucking sucks, I'm starting to get tired of the soysphere
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So how do I stop being lazy and start becoming productive?
<whatever man
I know procrastination is talked about way too much these days, but this time I REALLY have a problem, okay??? I stay too much on my phone, sometimes I wake and other times I fall asleep at 6 am,
bla bla bla. I wanna start reading, and actually doing shit around instead of just waiting for the weekend and still not being useful. More importantly, I want to ask if you have overcome this felling/mentality, and how?
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Was browsing the sharty and found someone shilling this pencil drawn sovlfvl autismo media, its about niggers dying and fighting or someburgers. Evendoe its based off tranimanga and has a rocky start it was a pretty good read with some insane panels, highly recommend.
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Zaryans… i've never seen such foggy days…
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Epstein List = List of Cloned Children

The FBI already said "there is no client list". The Epstein List is a list of the cloned children who were mind programmed. Here are some of the names you will find on the Epstein List:

Sabrina Carpenter
Ivanka Trump
Britney Spears
Demi Lovato
Justin Timberlake
Miley Cyrus
Taylor Swift
Hilary Duff
Christina Aguilera
Zendaya
Jake Short
Selena Gomez
Zac Efron
Lindsay Lohan
Paris Hilton

The "Samson Option" is the activation code for the Self-Destruction option in the mind controlled clones. And who knows how many people are clones at this point?

And when he had opened the seventh seal, there was silence in heaven about the space of half an hour.” And I saw the seven angels which stood before God; and to them were given seven trumpets.” And the seven angels which had the seven trumpets prepared themselves to sound.” The first angel sounded, and there followed hail and fire mingled with blood, and they were cast upon the earth: and the third part of trees was burnt up, and all green grass was burnt up. And the second angel sounded, and as it were a great mountain burning with fire was cast into the sea: and the third part of the sea became blood;” And the third part of the creatures which were in the sea, and had life, died; and the third part of the ships were destroyed.” And the third angel sounded, and there fell a great star from heaven, burning as it were a lamp, and it fell upon the third part of the rivers, and upon the fountains of waters;” And the fourth angel sounded, and the third part of the sun was smitten, and the third part of the moon, and the third part of the stars; so as the third part of them was darkened, and the day shone not for a third part of it, and the night likewise.” And I beheld, and heard an angel flying through the midst of heaven, saying with a loud voice, Woe, woe, woe, to the inhabiters of the earth by reason of the other voices of the trumpet of the three angels, which are yet to sound!” And the fifth angel sounded, and I saw a star fall from heaven unto the earth: and to him was given the key of the bottomless pit
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SNCA and random crap thread

uh idk i'm bored
>random video
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>can't go more than a day without a normie calling them out
>suicide rates skyrocket even more
>THREE different trannies attempt suicide on the same bridge thus embedding itself into the collective consciousness as a death cult
>lose all support politically
>lose almost all support online
>everything they tried to subvert and change to their customs is being reverted
>it's now back to being an insidious internet culture centered around mutilation and copium
How did they do it?
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>I am G.I. Robot. I'm here to kill nazis.
<OH YEAH? WELL I'M HERE TO TERMINATE COMMIE-GROOMER-BASTARDS, NIGGERBOT! *PEW PEW KABOOM*
>ACK!!
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>Scroll through a series of random youtube comments
>One of the first results is a she/her mayatranny shartycuck
OH NONONONO NUSOIS WHAT'S THIS
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>09A philosophy is le bad so I ban you forever
>Banned a 'P for 1 week, but 09A guy permanently(christcvck…)
GEEEG, JUST GEG
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Question

Why 'arty is filled with faggots and troons
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Just browsed the Sharty a little and noticed that nusois are accusing azumangers of being affiliated with a boogeyman site (something like Zelty but for Azumanga Daioh) that also allegedly did raids on them. Idk if anyone knows the situation but if you do you can reply and clarify this, I'd be glad if you do that.
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I think my own father was involved in Epstein's trafficking network

I have serious reason to suspect that my own father was involved in the Epstein trafficking network. He was a high level executive at one of the biggest corporations in America, that manages a store with 100s of branches in each city.

I have finally told him to fuck off forever snd his response was "I'm gonna send someone for you" (to kidnap you). I finally realized what a deeply evil monster he is along with his evil wife (my so called mother). I suspect that he may be connected to Mossad indirectly since Epstein and his GF were literally Mossad.

What should I do, bros?

In other words, I think my father HAS the Epstein list.

I also suspect that the Epstein list is actually a list of the MKULTRAed Disney childhood stars who may have been created from test tubes in Israel, like Britney Spears, Sabrina Carpenter, Justin Timberlake, Miley Cyrus, etc. Basically we are cloned test tube babies created in a laboratory. We were not created thru normal human conception.

Anyway when I confronted my father about him being connected with the Epstein list, he wept, meaning he was guilty, then he started laughing like a DEMON, cackling like it was funny. I'm sure that people who met Jeffrey Epstein also thought he was a normal guy at first. They didn't realize what was behind the mask, what a pure monster was there.

Then he said "I'm gonna send some one for you" meaning he was gonna try to get me kidnapped or disappeared. What an evil person. Even at the near end of his life, he refuses to repent and face justice. That would mean he is STILL connected to the human trafficking (Epstein) networks. Why not just admit the truth and repent? My sister also confirmed to me that a lot of very weird stuff happened to her in childhood and her teen years so I also strongly suspect she was sexually abused and or trafficked to elite pedophiles. Understand yet why I say my father is evil?

The Epstein list may also be some kind of kill switch or activation for a suicide code in the MKULTRA individuals, and it may be connected to the arrest of Benjamin Netyanyahu and also be connected to the "Samson Option" which would be activated upon the destruction of Israel or the arrest of Netyanyahu. Hence why they are so desperate to just bury the topic of the Epstein list and start WW3 as soon as possible to distract people.

By releasing the Epstein list, it could cause the deaths of a lot of people because who knows how many people are MKULTRA programmed at this point
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Are you rocking the trust fund band?
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Why people dont like AI?

I think people who say "Muh jewish company and steal info or something" are actual retards, because BY USING technology you already gave your information to Israel. AI Is not wrong, you are the problem for your mistakes in AI, because you dont know how to use it properly
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Someone made agugufied version of nia from I Can't Sleep.
https://soygem.party/qa/res/175803.html
https://archive.is/h0DNL
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JUST SHUT DOWN SOYBOORU
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Cordtard turned gem?

Shit nobody cares about alert
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On racial theory

I think people who are for racial theory genuinely retarded and contradict by themselves. Its not about race, rather than a culture. Example: Fash Italy. Mussolini had jews in his party and they were the most loyal people ever. Its not about race, rather its about cultural thing and national identity. Jews are not the reason of whats happening In America, its their culture. There is fascists jews too and they do not like Israel. People need ting sometimes. They need embrace white culture, but in race case its retarded and delusional
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I think it genuinely might be over for me zelligbros. Everything in my life is fucked up, I'm unemployed, I'm behind in damn near every aspect. I can't drive either. All my friends are doing so much better than me, and I'm just falling behind in every way possible. About 2 months ago I lost a close friend to an aneurysm and I haven't been the same since. I can't kill myself now that I have his legacy to carry. Is there any way to bounce back from this?
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I'm this fucking close to killing myself, I've literally forgotten how to talk to people and I push people away when they try to help me. I hate being like this, I hate how much I procrastinate, and it's not like I don't know how to do it or I don't want to, I just don't. It drives me insane. Seeing Maya felt like someone actually got it, someone understood me, but then just my luck she's a fictional character.

I don't know what to do anymore Zaryans.